Time, and the way it'll travel

Its been a long while coming, the last two posts that I wrote, were somehow sacrificed at the altar of a semi-freak computer, they just vanished in thin air... just like my sleep..

Now, I have a question, how many times can you come back here to read about my sleep and the lack of it...

People, there's news in life.. I'm going to be flying very soon, as you would remember was a resolution for this year (if your life is compartmentally sad enough to follow my blog religiously.) :-P

I'll be flying to Pune later this month to appear for the "IIIrd and Final Round of Admissions to the Masters in Communication Management at the Symbiosis Institute of Mass Communication" phew... That's a long winded and tepid quote..

The next 1 month will decide if I am able to convert my phenomenal and burst up artistic creativity into visible and visual effects or it remains shrouded in the tenets of this blog. (Some self- satiating gumption I have)

The road is tough but my soul is battle weary, the destination is not destiny itself, but what I make of it. Enough of spending nights handling one crisis after another, enough of travelling LATE at night to office listening to the Radio spew out the same sad tracks, enough of you reading about my willingness to trade this life for something less ordinary.

The Director of the Institute felt I would be frustrated if I joined the Course, and said I might want to think about what I really want to do. Well if I wasn't thinking till then, I am, real hard now.

The choices are rather elaborate and multi faceted as of now...

My dad doesn't want me back in School doing a MCM when the world out there is on to an MBA.. something I think I'll be good if not better at, just if I could conquer the draconian devils of Mathematics in the entrance. Tell me O lords of Mathematics, what use will Permutation, Combination and hypertension be in the big bad world of Business, where I'll always have a target that I'll meet through pure gumption, grit. If you want me to be out there analysing a chart, I'll do so, but I can do that now as well..

I want to get into the course, for the method it approaches, the shape that it'll give to the left side of my brain, for enabling me to do good work, not just recognise it. I can analyse and rip apart any ad, let's see how good can I get at conceptualising it.

Another facet that my family and well-wishers are worried about, is if I go back to studies now, when do I get married?

I'll leave it here.. on this poignant question. Have fun, planning my life.

This morning, had an epiphany, yet again. That I really want to do this thing. I want to write this blog from a dazed out hostel room, alone and away from family for the 1st time in my life, should be good, sadistic fun.

Take care, Have fun, play safe..